I guess I will start from the beginning. It may be boring to some, but I was looking back on blogs I posted when I was pregnant with Payton and I am now so grateful I have them to look back. You do forget things without meaning to or wanting too. :)
I have struggled with infertility for over 3 years. I have seen 2 different fertility Dr.’s. I have had a total of 4 IUI’s. I have done lots of injectable medications, which means stuck myself in the stomach many many times. Both Dr'.’s at two different practices both told me that I would NOT be able to get pregnant on my own. I had my last IUI in January 2013. At that point, we stopped because #1 we were broke #2 they said that I would need to do IVF which is $10,000. I had my yearly scheduled for February. I talked with my OBGYN and she said let’s try Clomid again (which she gave me 3 years ago before I ever saw a fertility specialist) sometimes less is more. So, I said ok. She told me to start it March once I got my cycle. So, I did. I of course did not get pregnant. I was just down and out and told Phil I am NOT taking clomid this month (meaning April) because I emotionally couldn’t handle it. I literally told God “Ok, I trust you Lord. I know that it’s in Your timing. I give it all to You” I decided that I was not going to worry about it anymore, which is way easier said than done by the way. And of course was it in the back of my mind?? Yeah. But, I didn’t stress with it, I had no idea if I ovulated in April. It had gotten to be like 38 days into my cycle. But, again… I really didn’t think I ovulated and I was OVER IT. So, I did not plan on taking a test. My sister tells me I need to go buy a test. I am like no, I do not want to waste my money.
(oh, and Marla also told me “Not to be rude, but you have been really moody and tired the past few days” Which I had, but I thought I was just tired from the Bachelorette party I had been to that past Saturday.
Well, that same day (May 7th) I took Lizzy home and I mentioned to Emily that Marla told me I should test but that I didn’t want too. And she said “well I have a few tests and I do not need them, do you want them” I said SURE. So, I took them home without knowing if I would actually take one because I truly did not want to and it said NOT PREGNANT.
Anyhow, woke up Wednesday May 8th and my bladder was full so I thought I guess I will take a test. I peed on the test, sat it down, went to wash my hands, walked back over and looked down and realized it wasn’t blinking anymore and I was like WHAT, so I turned on the light so I could see better and sure enough it said……….

I immediately start to FREAK out, I was bawling and couldn’t breathe. I told God, “if this is a joke, it isn’t funny” I have been so disappointed so many times with tests, I just thought this isn’t so.
I talked to Phil and told him I was going to call the Dr. and go have blood work.
But, before I left I peed on another test within less than an hour and again…

So, I went in and had HCG test and progesterone test done. I had to wait for results until Thursday afternoon. Longest 24hrs of my life. But, on the way home from blood work, I stopped and bought first response test.. and again…
So, here we have these 3 test that all say pregnant, but I am still in disbelief.

I got a call on Thursday afternoon and the nurse tells me that I am probably 4-5 weeks along and everything looked normal. I had to go repeat the test on Friday then wait till Monday for those results. Just to make sure my numbers had doubled.
So, that weekend was super long… got a call on that Monday and my Dr. said my numbers had doubled and it still looked good. RELIEF.
We had our first appointment on May 21st and we saw and heard the heartbeat. We took Payton with us so that she could see.
This isn’t that great of a sono picture. I was kind of disappointed, but yet so glad we saw and heard the heartbeat.
I went back to the Dr. for another sono on June 6th and looks much more like a baby!!! It actually waived its hand at me. SUCH A MIRACLE. God is SO good.
Next appt, I go back July 3rd. But, won’t get a sono just hear the heartbeat with the Doppler.
We are so excited and so blessed to be pregnant. We pray for a healthy baby!! :)